soiree finally came to an end yesterday.. woohoo!!! we did a great job! although th counted dat i went off tune at least 4 times (oppz), i thot we still did great! it was our bez run, and i'm very glad dat our hard work has paid off.. thx to everybody.. to eddie, u were superb! thx for being the "on" one and kept mi going.. to alex, thx for calming mi down b4 we went on stage, and thx for always making us laugh.. to hh, hz, yw, thx for the support.. to si, u've always been there for mi, and thx for putting in so much to make 73 degrees possible.. and finally to qz, thx for singing so well and mesmerising so many girls out there! i hope she was there at soiree! heez.. :P our performance went well, and could hear our class cheering their hearts out for us.. i was so high after our performance! i think i wud never haf the chance to perform on stage ever again... i love to sing, although my singing wasn't perfect, i was glad to be given a chance to sing on stage.. the applause after dat was juz simply SHUANG!! haha.. i'll never forget yesteday, we created a miracle!

got 4 flowers yesterday! from jan, ecyn, da class and mummy! heez.. was so happy.. love to get flowers.. budden, wat shocked mi most was not those big fresh flowers, but the 3 small, blue crystal flowers that i received.. was stunned when i got them.. it was realli pretty.. and i realli REALLY like them.. but i never expected to get crystal flowers from anyone.. a bit shou4 chong3 ruo4 jing1.. heehee.. if u're reading this, thankyew for the "flowers"!

now dat soiree has ended, it seems like i haf a lot more time now.. losing my appetite nowadays.. i totally dun feel like eating, and dat's a bad sign.. i muz force myself to eat.. oh wellz, it's time to sit down and slowly get my engine going.. muz study more, and work harder.. i still rmb wat zeh said to mi dat morning.. she told mi dat she sees mi studying hard, but i'm still doing so badly... yah i noe i'm still doing very badly, and it's not dat i dun study.. maybe it's becoz i didn't get my concepts clear, or i juz gotta work even harder.. i muz jia you!



life is getting realli hectic now... soiree is on diz coming sat, and rehearsals are so long dat it's driving mi nuts.. our small group item is also not very polished yet.. we're all ok on our individual parts, but when we try to play together it gets very messy.. i noe everyone has put in alot of effort, and jh's prob more stressed den anyone of us now.. maybe the stress on mi is too insignificant afterall.. i wanna do us proud, and i wanna do sth for 03S73 in our last few months together.. i spent too little time with my classmates in J1 year, and i'm trying hard to make up for all the time lost.. haiiz.. anw, 73 degrees is our group name, hot huh? heez..:P

coming to think about it, diz yr realli flew past very quickly.. it's gonna be june hols soon, den it's BT2, prelims, A's, den it's time to say goodbye to many pple who are going overseas to study.. it is until now dat i realise that pple around mi are going to leave one by one, and i'm not very sure how long a long-distance friendship can last.. dat's why i wanna make the best out of the time i haf left in school with my classmates... i dun wanna look back 10 yrs later and regret not spending enough time with them...

woke up realli early today... dunno why oso, juz couldn't fall back to sleep.. maybe i'm too bothered by things, and i feel like everything is coming at one go.. soiree, chess elections, raffles cup, BT2, harmoc elections, work etc.. i still got a deadline for my report on the softball game, and i gotta decorate the discipline board by diz week.. aw crap.. considering i'm person with no artistic sense whatsoever, how am i going to decorate the dumb board manz.. it'll prob look so plain dat pang and quek wud make mi do it again.. anw, juz a note, decorating the discipline board is part of my CS.. coz i kept pushing back my CS due to soiree rehearsals on weds, pang gave mi diz job.. :P i think diz is an easier job compared to writing 3 essays for CS.. heez.. :P i shud count myself lucky.. ;)

before i end, i wanna share a quote which i got from the book i'm reading, "a mighty heart"..

"i must not fear. fear is the mind-killer. fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. i will face my fear, i will allow it to pass over me and through me. when it is gone, i will tyrn the inner-eye to see its path. where the fear once was, there will be nothing. only i will remain."

chew on it.. :P