it's kinda weird how i suddenly remembered i actually haf a blog, and i haven't written in god noes how many months... prelims juz ended like 2 weeks ago.. th did really well, and i'm very happie for him.. haiiz... i've lost steam... i juz cannot bring myself to sit down for the whole day to study... i'm not distracted, i'm juz lazy.. i dun feel like studying, dat's all.. very sianz... i need a bit of motivation.. maybe nagging from my sister might be of some help.. heeeheee....

went back to rgs for formal farewell today.. haha... was realli happie to see the others.. hyan, inna, ivy, azi, aud, carol etc... love to juz sit down and tok kok with them... den we were discussing wat we're gonna be next time.. and they actually said they can see mi as a teacher! haha.. i'm seriously considering teaching as a profession... finally! i've found a direction in life...

was toking to th last week... and he finally brought up the topic of "wat am i gonna do after he leaves"... haiiz.. i oso dunno... he said we muz both get on with life.. i interpreted his words as "we'll break up once i leave".. haiiz.. i knew diz day was coming right from the start.. since i decided to follow my heart at the beginning, i've gotta bear the consequences.. i cried buckets, but it is a rational decision.. i dunno how much time we haf left, and the onli thing i can do now is to treasure the time spent with him.. :) i dun wanna get all upset with trivial things.. to mi, it's not impt anymore..

will u ever come back? for mi?