i watched shall we dance today... whoohoo.. it's the most romantic movie i've watched in a super long time... i love the part when richard gere appeared on the escalator with a rose, and he was dancing with his wife in the middle of the huge shopping mall... ohhh.. i was so touched! it was super nice.. haha.. it's the kind of movie i like... (thx to qz, who wrote on his blog dat the show's nice.. convinced mi dat i shud force th to watch it with mi! hiakZ =D)..

i'm happier recently! heez.. :D think i'm starting to look on the bright side... i guess i'm not dat zhi2 zhuo2 anymore... i'm taking things as they are, and i'm not questioning so much anymore... i like who i am now... :D




10 things i hate about you.

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all.




i finally got a new email account... it's jaydagal@hotmail.com... add mi on ur msn ok? i gotta gather my contacts all over again... bleah... heehee.. th gave mi the idea for the add.. heehee......

went zouk yesterday.. ended up at the wine bar.. it was so noisy inside.. i guess noisy clubs are not my thing after all.. think i drank a bit too much, was a bit seh seh at the end of the day.. haha... freaked th out... :p




as promised....

it's my birthday!! haha!!! yay!!




i'm very sian now.. i haf noone to tok to, so i've decided to drop by and leave a short msg..

work sux, as usual, but my birthday's coming! so dat's worth looking forward too.. heeheee... i noe i'm very bhb when it comes to my bdae.. but i like to annouce it! not becoz i want presents or anything, but i'm juz very happie to tell the whole world dat it's my bdae!! i will annouce it here on dat day.. lalala...

sian sian sian sian sian... sian sian sian sian sian... sian sian sian sian sian.........................................

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........

i need someone to tok to (at 1 am)!!!! where are u!!!!!

ah.. okay.. maybe i shud catch some sleep coz i'm doing opening tmr, gotta get up early.. *damn*

hmm... i'm sorry if i dun make any sense in this entry.. muahahahaha... :D




everyone's leaving..

many, going to army..
many, going overseas..
you, going overseas & never coming back..

my whole environment is changing again.. i hate to change myself to adapt.. i hate it..

have been k-ing alot recently, realised how much i realli love singing..

想问你 是如何让我心软
又同时间让我坚强
也想问你 为何我靠着你肩膀
就肯定自己会平安

就算你不在旁
我都不曾在提心吊胆
就算在很远的地方 我也能勇敢
睡在那陌生的床
想象你睡在另一端

我就能习惯

我爱你 这就是归属感
我知道你在盼我回返你臂弯
爱本身是指南

我托你 好好将我的爱保管
允许你这辈子不还
为我撑伞 或对我嘘寒问暖
连脆弱都显的自然

就算你不在旁 我都不曾在提心吊胆
就算在很远的地方 我也能勇敢
睡在那陌生的床 想象你睡在另一端

分开是短暂

我爱你 就是这归属感
也就是我寻找了好久的答案
两个人的圆满 圆满

我爱你, 就是这归属感..
分开真的是短暂的吗? 我们的分开, 为什么会是永远的呢?
如果分开能是短暂的, 那该多好...

看不见明天的人是我
说不出爱我你就别说
朝着你的方向走
幸福却擦身而过
爱情的背后 是一遍沙漠

阳光刺眼的让我流泪
闭上眼却看见你脸孔
如果爱不是理由
我要拿什么理由
来说服自己撑到最后

在我最黑暗脆弱的时刻 我只看见你
在我最孤单无助的时刻 我只相信你
在冷夜中听风怒吼 为什么我一直发抖
因为你没说
let's love like there's no tomorrow

不要用爱抓住我又放手
如果不能全给我 就全都别给我

我知道很多人会觉得我很儍, 去追求一份没有未来的感情.. 就像这首歌所说的, 如果不能全给我, 就全都别给我.. 但是我无法控制自己, 我是一个很凭感觉的人, 也很相信自己的感觉.. 一开始就知道是没有结果的, 但我无法控制自己...

彷佛上一分钟
你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底有什么内容

彷佛已经自由
下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空
差点失控

回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂
却担心言不由衷

我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动
能记得多久

u're leaving.. u said ms cheong scolded u for getting a gf when u noe u're leaving.. i'm accepting the fact, i'm resigning to fate..
我除了接受, 也就只能接受吧.. 我心中的无奈, 因该也就只有我自己知道吧.. 曾经听人说过, 无奈, 是一种心很酸但不会流泪的感觉.. 我觉得, 无奈, 是一种心酸的感觉, 而且泪会往两个方向流.. 泪会往外流, 也会往心里面流..

我现在什么都不去想, 只想在我们剩下的时间内, 好好的爱你..

我病了.. 这次真的生病了..
我累了.. 这次真的累垮了..
我哭了.. 这次真的哭死了..
我痛了.. 这次真的痛了..