was reading thru my archives.. came across an entry that enlightened me.. go read it! it's 20th april, 2004's entry..

ok.. let me do some updating.. i matriculated into nus liao... and i'm going for science camp tmr.. i do not feel very happy in FOS, becoz i noe that's not where i realli wanna be.. but i've come to a pt in life where i realli understand that some things cannot be forced.. (sounds weird hor.. yah it's supposed to be 勉强.. dunno which word to use.. alamak.. my engrish sux..) wahh.. i sound like i'm realli old.. haha.. but yah, i've learnt to accept things... i've been very hard on myself.. regretting the fact that i shud juz haf worked doublely hard and cover mobi's work for him.. so that we won't end up with a pathetic band 3 for pw.. but wth la.. there's nothing i can do anymore..

i was realli unhappy on mon when i went to nus.. the bidding process realli intimidates me.. it's so irritating!!

ok.. i gotta run liao.. going school to buy laptop! whoohoo!

han: it has been a mth.. i'm still living strong.. i will be strong.. :)



went for ndp preview today.. saw fireworks.. from the exact same place we saw it the last time.. how could i not think of you at that moment? it's hitting me realli hard these few days.. dat u're realli not ard anymore..

i'm so lost without you..

note: this blog is prob going to be quite depressing for the next few mths.. do not visit when u're in a super good mood.. :)



DARE TO DREAM..

i wanna be 93.3 deejay!

haha!



I don't believe it 是我放弃了你
只为了一个没有理由的决定
以为这次我可以　承受你离我而去
不必让你伤心　却刺痛自己

一个人走在傍晚七点的台北city
等着星空就像黑夜一样的来临
I hate myself　又整夜追逐梦中的你
而明天只剩哭泣的心

怎么才能让我告诉你　我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你　我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定

我要告诉你　我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你　我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定

是我自己错误的决定

p/s: use Unicode (UTF-8) to read chinese words..




blissful? :P 




they're the strength behind me..