had my last paper yesterday.. but, i dun feel excited at all.. went out with shelley today.. but i came home feeling super tired.. we onli went out for like 4 hrs.. maybe i'm just too tired.. tired tired tired... sian sian sian siannnn... i wanna do sth.. do sth.. find stomething to do, do sth.. I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER!!! who wanna watch with me?



Zeh chose the pics for me.. haha.. not too bad la har.. :) 



as all of you can see, I ADOPTED A PET!!! whee!!!~! it's a cute little piggy called PYGMY.. it's so cute! hahaha.. :) you can feed it apples, or spray water on it.. juz simply put ur cursor over the "more" tab at the bottom right hand corner of pygmy, all you see the apple or the spraycan.. :)

heehee... my blog looks livelier with pygmy's presence! :) anw dun over feed it peeps.. :D

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

how true do you think it is? haha.. :)



pple say time would heal all wounds.. but i think time just numbs a person.. it doesn't necessarily heal.. when you lose hope and faith, everything just doesn't hurt so badly anymore..



i can't believe it.. this is insane.. i stayed up the whole night to mug for tmr's ( i mean today's) gen physio paper.. i better find it super easy, if not i be so gek..

red bull, chicken essence... i'm seeing starrrrssss..........



juz got home half an hr ago.. had org chem paper today.. disgusting.. had a not so disgusting stats paper yesterday, and my gen physio paper is 9AM TOMORROW!!! FREAK! i'm so tired and busted now from all the brute force mugging in the afternoon for chem.. and now i muz mug very hard for tmr's paper coz i noe i screwed today's paper.. i prob need an A for gen physio to buffer off my disgusting chem results.. urghhh.. i wanna sleep.. i'm so tireddddd.. tired tired tired tired tired.. i'm going to mug thru the night.. hopefully i can tahan for the next 14 hrs and come home and knock out tmr afternoon..

rant rant rant...
tired tired tired...
sleep sleep sleep...
mug mug mug...
sian sian sian...



had my SSA2204 (nation building in S'pore) exam today (eh.. technically it was yesterday since it's 12 plus now).. haha.. well, the paper was ok.. i think i shud be able to pass.. since i've already S/Ued it, i juz wanna pass! haha.. :)

i'm suffering from a major case of insomnia.. i can't fall alseep at night.. no, it's not coz i go to bed late.. no matter wat time i go to bed, i won't fall alsepp until it's pass 4am.. 4AM YOU NOE!!! freak.. suffered the consequences today (with only 2 pathetic hours of sleep yesterday).. i had ssa paper today which required 2 hours of full concentration.. was tired and all stoned today.. SO, my clever sis told me take half a tablet of flu medicine b4 i go to bed.. hopefully it'd work, and i'd be deeply asleep soon..

class 95's playing don't love you no more by craig david.. ohh.. i like.. han i'm sure u'll like it too.. :)

kayz.. i shall start tossing in bed.. nitez world.. sleep tight.. *hugZ*



MY STRESS LEVEL IS AT THE ABSOLUTE MAXIMUM NOW.. OMG.. I NEED TO BREATHEEEEEEE........ I'M GONNA FAINT SOON!!!



I hope life treats you kind
And i hope you have all you dreamed of
And i wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love

~ I will always love you, Whitney Houston



i finally got it working! haha.. anw, this is the poster pic of David tao's concert.. haha.. i downloaded picasa! whoohoo so fun! i've got a new toy! :) 



DAVID TAO'S [LOVE CAN WORLD TOUR 2005]

it's on 26th nov.. *sniff* i missed the last one (soul power), and i'm gonna miss this one again!!! does it mean i gotta wait for 2 more years before he wud hold his next concert here?!? ahhhh... i wanna go!!!! but, i got no time, no money.. bah..

anw, i wanted to post a pic of him, but my hello/picasa died on me.. help.. anyone has another programme to intro? growllll... today's a bad day.... URGHHHHH....



"他有可能骗我, 有可能会辜负我, 可是我如果一辈子都找不到爱一个人的感觉, 那我多辜负自己啊"
~ i like this.. :)



wat i wanna do now..

throw away all my books.. sit in a nice convertable, look at the stars, chill to class 95, talk to someone i really wanna talk to, wait for the sun to rise..

mann.. this is the kind of life i want.. i dun even haf time to sit down peacefully to enjoy music.. i'm a slow worker, so i take twice the amt of time pple take to cover one chapter.. crap.

i wanna relax.. i wanna sit next to you in your car in michigan, haf a drink, look at the stars, and just enjoy each other's company.. yes, that's wat i want han..







"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."

Philippians 4:6-7




ah yes.. eggplants are purple! haha..:) 



Dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day, for the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes I do

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Late at night when all the world is sleepimg
I stay up and think of you
I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

gonna sleep now.. nitez world..

-枫-

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

Your Birthdate: January 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

haha.. issit true? anw, wat colour is eggplant?! issit purple? i want it to be purple! :)
my power symbol's a spade.. hmm.. i better start bringing a spade to school.. haha.. i'm a little cranky from work.. sigh.. had an unproductive day again.. i think i need some help..



刚好

我们都习惯
抬头四十五度
仰望天际

我想你的时候
你会不会也刚好
正在想我

我们都要
尽量靠近光亮
让心情温暖

一辈子做对
与做错的事
会不会刚好一样多

我不停地举手发问
却没有人
告诉我答案

世界虽然繁华美丽
对我而言
却常是朦胧不真实

纵使受尽委屈
我也要努力
保持风度吗?

找到一个爱我
与我爱的人
变成梦里的情节

卧倒雪地
三天三夜
可能都没有人发现

看不见的世界
或许才是真实
还是, 也不是真实的

你比我勇敢吗?
还是刚好我比你懦弱?
我们早知道不适合当强人

流浪去吧!
总会在世界的一角
找到愿意懂你的人

你快乐时
我刚好感到哀愁
人生不都是如此吗?




i almost forgot how i love to take long walks at night.. i like the feeling.. coz the weather's nice and cooling, and i can walk as slow as i like, juz enjoying the feeling.. i can just keep walking and walking.. walking and walking.. it's such a pity i can't hold your hand and keep walking anymore.. now it's a walk alone.. i'm adapting, trying to get used to it..

"i can juz hold your hand and keep walking and walking and walking.." ~21st feb. the day i fell in love with the same person for the 2nd time.. how i wish we didn't haf to bring it to an end..



i was flipping thru the mess in my drawer a while ago, and i found this super old envelop which i put ALL my passport sized photos in.. haha.. i have this habit of keeping at least one (of each set of 4) photos i took.. and i realised i took 11 passport size pics in the span of 19 years.. haha.. i even haf the pic i used in my very first passport.. i think that's the onli pic i took with long hair.. ohhh i haf another one i took in p1, i rmb.. but i think i misplaced it somewhere..

ahaa.. i had such a good laugh juz looking at how i've "morphed" to who i am now.. omg.. i seriously looked like a boy last time!!!! eeeekkk.. wat happened to me?!?!?! haha.. if i haf the time, or i'm realli too bored, i'll scan in all the photos to entertain all of you.. haha.. ehhh.. or maybe not.. i think all of you will die of laughter... hahaha.... i shalllll considerrrrrrr.. :)

going out! yay!! finally i can say bye bye to cup noodles.. whee~



周杰倫's new album 十一月的萧邦 rawks big time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after so many disappointing albums since 范特西, it realli took jay chou a long time to come up with this good album.. haha.. it's realli good! :)

however, i feel a bit guilty for not buying this cd (thx zhichuan.. :D).. considering the fact that i bought all of his previous cds, haf 2 of his posters plastered in my room, and went for 2 of his concerts.. :) enuff money spent on him la har.. so it's time to save a bit of money.. heehee... :)

with jay chou's company, a friday spent at home wud be worth it.. whoohoo!

anw, who wants to watch 再说一次我爱你 with me??!!??!! quick! somebody date me!! ahaha.. ok i think i sound despo.. oppz! lalala~ :)



i'm very bored... very very bored....

i dun feel like studying.. after doing the stats group assignment today (we took 6 hrs!), i'm totally sapped of ALL energy in me.. so sian.. so bored.. wat should i do nowwww?!?!

anw, my stoopid left ear hole is bleeding... bleeding bleeding.. i muz haf hurt it yesterday while wiping my hair dry.. as usual, clumsy jaymie was clumsy and careless and yanked her earring off with her towel while drying her hair.. i thot it was nothing, so juz put my earring back on and went to sleep.. whoa! juz now my ear hurt so badly i took off my earring and ohoh... bleeding! swollen! painful! *&^!@*&^%!#*&^%

i need some love!!! lonely.. i am so lonely.. i haf nobody, for my ownnn.. wheeee...



got back my old habit of listening to 音乐日记 every night..

today's story - this girl wrote in, talking about how her mum fought some disease, but still passed on.. when i listened to it, i juz couldn't stop crying..

"妈妈, 我不懂得如何形容我有多需要你
我只有20岁
你真的不要我了吗?"

i juz felt very touched.. every now and then, we would take our parents for granted.. "it's their responsibility to provide for us, it's their responsibility to work hard, it's their responsibility to love us without asking for anything in return".. sounds familiar? but, do we realise that our parents are getting older and older day by day? it's time to look back, and look at how much our parents have done for us.. maybe we should consider whether it's time for us to start bearing the load and burden of the family..

one thing i've learnt, is never to take anybody (not only our parents) for granted.. treasure the pple ard you.. do your part to maintain the relationship, be it friends, bfgf, siblings etc.. life is getting increasingly hard (for me), and i noe for sure that it's juz going to get harder.. only then would you realise how impt these pple are to you..

chew on it.. :) love ya peeps..



~隐形人

无论你肯或不肯, 我都选择等
等到你结束好久, 探险的旅程
要是没有寂寞陪衬, 没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳, 其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我, 漠视的眼神
你不许我听信永恒, 不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼

我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍, 责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我, 执着的眼神
可知我对爱的虔诚, 可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼

我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻