sick sick sick sick sick! but i'm not that sick anymore.. hahaha...

very touched by what the boyfriend did.. :P you're the sweetest!!!!!! :)



God has taken her home. grief. but at least we all know it's a better place there..

"And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying; and there shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away."
Revelation 21:4



i had an incredible day with the boyfriend today! haha.. :P thx for that little surprised that made me grin from ear to ear for SOOO long... :) love is sweet.. literally.. :)

he's the one. :)



It takes humility not to be offended.

-Humbly trust God.
-Confront our doubts.
-Have every confidence in the Lord Jesus

Lord, teach me how to trust in You. Teach me how to take every comment and judgement, knowing that they're all part of Your will.

"And blessed is he who is not offended because of Me."
~ Luke 7.23



就是爱你爱着你
有悲有喜有你
平淡也有了意义

就是爱你爱着你
甜蜜又安心
那种感觉就是你



went to watch Man of Letters with ben.. whoohoo.. it was GOOD!! dick lee's a genius.. haha... despite the coughing (ben) and the sniffing (me), i still had a great time... :)

remember this earring that i said long ago that i wanted? the boyfriend auctioned it for me.. haha.. and they're purple.. ahha.. yays! *beamS*
i foresee more and more problems in front of us.. all i can do is to pray harder than ever that God would see us through.. He will..



haha.. i noe this is gonna sound trivial, but the boyfriend PASSED his driving yesterday!!! ahahhaa... :P and he just, single-handedly, sent me home.. haha so proud of him! :P must record this day down.. coz i'm his first official passenger.. hahahaha.... whoohoo!! i haf a new chauffer! :P

ben and i met siying at jp for lunch today.. haha.. all went well! it's finally my turn to parade him around... :) it warms my heart to noe that he wants to meet my friends, and i've been receiving good "feedback" from them.. hahhaa.. bit by bit, i'm growing in confidence in this relationship.. :)

nonetheless, i'm still falling sick.. *sniff* sore throat, runny nose.. jaymie reporting sick!

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5-6



ok.. i feel much MUCH better after talking to siying.. feeling more like a human now.. :P thx siying! haha.. thx for listening, and for telling me that i'm great in my own ways.. :) hahaha.. u're such a PEACH!!! heh... love ya girl.. :)

going to sleep now.. nitez world.. :)



it's prob the first time in the past few weeks that i'm feeling down.. and it doesn't help that i'm listening to 张惠妹's cd again and again..

i just dun seem to be able to get a grip.. i just need to let it flow.. i'll prob feel better after that..

pms, maybe.. At the end of the day, only God understands, and only He can take away the sorrow in my heart.. Father, please take it all away...





happie anni ben.. :)



Perhaps, after all, romance did not come into one's life with pomp and blare, like a gay knight riding down; Perhaps it crept to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways; Perhaps it revealed itself in seeming prose, until some sudden shaft of illumination flung athwart its pages betrayed the rhythm and the music; Perhaps... perhaps... love unfolded naturally out of a beautiful friendship, as a golden-hearted rose slipping from its gree sheath.

Perhaps after all our worries and questions, we'll discover that all along God had the right thing at the right time for us. Perhaps His plan is more wonderful than anything we could create by ourselves - whether it comes with "pomp and blare", or quietly, "like an old friend".

~b o y m e e t s g i r l, Joshua Harris



i am one happy girl! haha.. :P just wanna say that.. :) haven't been so happy in a realli long time.. ben came to visit my side of the world today.. he came to church with me, and he had dinner with me, zeh and mummy.. :) he's different.. he takes heart to do things which mean a lot to me.. it's the heart that i want.. and i see it in him.. :)

"Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up."
~James 4:10



you've been the silent force behind me.. u've supported me through all the crap in my life.. you've been my biggest joy! :) i'm so glad that i could bring you to the right place where you could learn about the truth of God, and finally accept Him into your life.. i noe i'll always haf you as my jie mei.. :) all 4 of us better meet up soon to celebrate all 3 of your birthdays! hahahaha... :P one shot gao dim everything.. :P i love you girl! you haf been a blessing to me.. =] *muackZ*



this is my purchase of the daY! hahahah!!! crocs ATHENS! :) they're comfy and light and anti slip.. hopefully it'll decrease my frequency of falling down.. :)
and this is the boyfriend's purchase of the day! hahaha.. but he changed his strap to the blue colour of my athens.. :P

wellz, i still think those crocs shoes are ugly, but ugly can be beautiful! hahaha.. :P so now we haf matching footwear! how cute! =]