helloz everybody!

sorry for the lack of posts!! ahha.. my internet connection is still not up in my new house.. anw, just wanna tell everybody that i'm still alive and kicking! i've moved in, and everything's good.. :) will post pictures of my new house soon..

later! :)



moving house is an extremely painful task, i must say.. i've lost my voice since last fri, and i haven't gained it back, thx to the endless discussion about the house, squabbling with the sales pple and all the other nitty gritty logistics stuff.. trust me, i sound like a FROG, and i dun think i'll be able to sound normal anytime soon..

but.. there's one thing to take comfort in.. that God takes care of me, by placing someone very special beside me.. someone who'd pray with me every night, giving thanks to God and asking for blessings, someone who keeps me sane and calm when i'm flustered, someone who'd drive my sis and i from clementi to tampines just to buy stuff from the ikea outlet there, someone wud drive my dining table (and my sis) up to the new house at 2am.. someone who'd help me with all the furniture buying for the past 3 days, someone who'd help me paint my house with me, someone who'd tuck me into bed at 1am when i was sick yesterday, and hold my hand till i fall asleep, someone who loves me, and loves my family.. someone who'd do so much, just because he loves me..



















i guess at the end of the day, it's just not easy..

after a while, you'll start to see the ugly side of pple, the ugly side of things, the ugly side of yourself.. expectations kill you.. they lift you up high, only to throw you down really hard.. i haven't felt this way in a long time.. maybe it's time that the cycle repeats itself..

i dunno how to deal with it.. i dunno how to carry on..

i'll just pray..