exams are shitty.. think i'm gonna do quite badly this sem.. not like i didn't mug.. i did! maybe there're just more muggers out there..
sigh.. shudn't be feeling this way..
ok.. gonna read thru my thai again..
right.. this is so random...
oh HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SIYING! *HUGZ* let's go out after exams.. :)
i said at 8:43 PM.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
We were the reason that He gave His life We were the reason that He suffered and died To a world that was lost He gave all He could give To show us the reason to live
~Avalon's We are the reason
this song's on repeat mode on my iTunes.. it never fails to touch me every time i hear it.. it reminds me that Jesus died for us, He died for me.. it realli puts things into perspective for me.. all the worries and troubles that i have seem so small compared to Jesus's suffering on the cross.. it gives me courage and heart to wanna go on bravely, come what may.. ah mah's back in TTSH, she had a some difficulty breathing, and suffered a heart attack.. went to visit her yesterday, and was realli saddened to see her.. life is really unpredictable, so very frail.. but i draw comfort that she is receptive to the Lord's word.. i that God for the pastoral team which have been going down to talk to her.. Hopefully she'll accept Christ soon.. Please pray for her health, and pray that the holy spirit would touch her heart..
i said at 5:42 PM.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
say hello to SCRATCHY!
i haf an allergy! and my back is REALLY ITCHY.. there are individual spots here and there too (eg. on my neck, tummy, side, shoulder, collar).. ah SO ITCHY!!!!!!!!!!! *scratch scratch scratch* the worse thing is, i dunno wat i'm allergic to.. which means this might happen again... damps!
can i dun study at all and just scratcH?! the itch is such a distraction... :(
i said at 6:23 PM.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I'm SO FULL!!!!!!!!
haha.. coz tmr's the boyfriend's bdae! so today his mum brought us out for international buffet dinner.. the spread was realli good.. and the pumpkin soup's REALLI NICE! i drank 3 bowls.. :P anw, pictures!
before we started eating.. the cutlery were placed vertically on this holder thingie, and everytime you use one of them, the waiter would come and replace it, so you won't haf to use the same fork or spoon for your next serving.. :P their reaction was super fast! there was once i din even realise they had replaced my fork already.. haha..
us! :) we din bring camera, so all pictures were taken using my phone camera..
my first serving, pumpkin soup! when we sat down, the waiter asked if we wanted a drink to start off.. den he said we could haf fruit juice yada yada.. so ben, alvin and i ordered a fruit juice each, onli to realise later that it was not included in the buffet menu.. each glass was freakin' 11 bucks! haha.. kenna cheated!
random pic of the 2 of them.. haha they look greedy.. :)
after the whole thing...
last pic of the day! :) this pic is so bad.. alvin's bad with the camera.. haha..
boo-hoo! today marks the end of our resting-cum-recuperating-cum-being lazy period! gotta start studying full steam from tmr onwards.. after that is holidays! i'm going diving! yays! and hopefully go somewhere with the 73 pple..
happie belated first year anni baby! and happie (1-hr-early) birthday! i love you baby dum duM! *muackZ*
i said at 11:00 PM.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
on my own. one of my favourite songs.. :) ah i so loved Les Mis.. watched it in london, in the old ancient theatre.. it was quite a different experience.. :) i hope it comes to s'pore soon! den i can watch again.. haha..
anw, my 3 horrible days have FINALLY ended.. goodness.. i'm on the verge of breaking into pieces already.. so tonight is just going to be slacking nite.. with ALOT of naruto.. :P haha.. you noe, naruto can summone the frog boss rite? i oso can summone one.. MUGGER TOAD! haha.. i shall give it a rest today.. :) however, my ordeal only officially ends on friday.. when i take my last thai test of this sem.. it just never seems to end..
exam's in 2 weeks.. geez..
oh, just some random talk.. as more and more public hdb carparks are having gantries installed, will coupons eventually become obsolete? Also, would all the fatimahs (malay ladies who come and give you summons) run out of jobs? hahaha.. :P
i said at 10:33 PM.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Blood Baby!
wahahahah!!! i never had such a good laugh since the japanese "ten-ten-ten" show! haha.. :P
i said at 8:02 PM.
Friday, April 06, 2007
as much as i love the present, and look forward to the future, i miss the past.. very fondly..
current loves: alone at home at night. putting all my 1000 over songs on random, and having little surprises of how many great songs i actually have (which i don't noe of). drinking packet milo. eating potato chips.
current "loves": webcasting. studying for thai. thinking about all the things i haf to do and have not done. feeling tired at 12am when i used to be at top form at that time. having so many things to do but i just wanna go to bed. feeling helpless about things i cannot control. feeling angry with myself for the things i could try to change but can't seem to take the first step.
and the list goes on.. shall spare all of you the agony..
good friday's this week, then it's easter! i'm not singing for easter concert this time, coz i succumbed to the reality that i don't haf time to go for all the long and inefficient and draggy practices coz i haf so many things to do this sem.. recently i've been wondering why i didn't trust that the Lord would provide, that i shud continue to serve in this ministry and that He would take care of the rest, including my school work.. why did i give it up.. won't be going for easter lunch too.. coz i realli dun feel like i fit in in those kind of occassion.. in fact, i dun even feel like i fit in at church, despite being there for a while.. i just can't place my finger on it, but i just dun feel like i belong.. maybe it's coz i'm not involved in enough activities.. the onli person i haf a proper conversation with in church is sisi.. i've been praying about it, but the feeling of being 'out' is still there.. for now, i'm just waiting upon the Lord.. waiting to see if He would lead me to somewhere else..
well, this week is about hope.. a living hope that Jesus died and rose again.. let's rejoice in that! and focus on the Lord..
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." ~John 3:16
i said at 10:59 PM.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
he keeps me happy :) thankyew baby *muackZ*
i said at 12:26 AM.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
By now I should know That in time things would change So it shouldn't be so bad So why do I feel so sad
How can I adjust To the way that things are going It's killing me slowly Oh I just want it to be how it used to be
before we started eating.. the cutlery were placed vertically on this holder thingie, and everytime you use one of them, the waiter would come and replace it, so you won't haf to use the same fork or spoon for your next serving.. :P their reaction was super fast! there was once i din even realise they had replaced my fork already.. haha..
us! :) we din bring camera, so all pictures were taken using my phone camera..
my first serving, pumpkin soup! when we sat down, the waiter asked if we wanted a drink to start off.. den he said we could haf fruit juice yada yada.. so ben, alvin and i ordered a fruit juice each, onli to realise later that it was not included in the buffet menu.. each glass was freakin' 11 bucks! haha.. kenna cheated!
random pic of the 2 of them.. haha they look greedy.. :)
after the whole thing...
last pic of the day! :) this pic is so bad.. alvin's bad with the camera.. haha..
as much as i love the present, and look forward to the future,
he keeps me happy :)
